For just under seven years, we've lived in this house and for seven years, my lion-spirited, big hearted, beautiful Chloe Paige has been in my life! Chloe, I know there may be times in your life when you feel lost in the shuffle as a middle child, but know this sweet girl, there is nothing lost or second rate in my love for you! You have blossomed so much in the past year, from a timid kindergarten graduate to a confident, outgoing almost second grader! The way you question the world around you hasn't changed, but your questions are getting more interesting and I love trying to answer them. Your love for make believe is still going strong, which makes us so happy! The longer you can hang on to that joy, sweetie, the better! You've made quite a reputation for yourself around the neighborhood this year, as the resident big sister. Cece, Maddie, and Isla look up to you and wish you really were their big sister. The way you play with and care for them has your mama beaming with pride! But the little girl who adores you the most is your own baby sister, Autumn. She follows you around all day asking to play baby with you (she being the baby, you the mama), and most of the time you are so obliging and patient with her. You are so helpful to me just by being you, you're such a treasure! Something I've learned about your personality this year is that you have a gift beyond your years for compassion towards others, especially those you love. At the end of a long day, you often insist on giving me a foot rub with lotion and bringing me water saying, "you worked so hard today mommy, you need to rest". Or sometimes you just sense that someone is sad and it makes you sad too. You are so quick to feel and say sorry when you're wrong, but you don't just stop there, you want to make amends by doing something for the person. You give the best hugs and kisses Snooie! It's like I can feel your soul through them! Happy birthday baby girl! I thank God every day for letting broken me love you and lead you in this life. Every year with you is a gift I treasure beyond words! xoxo Mommy
Friday, August 09, 2013
I just had to write about how cute you were today Sawyer Michael! We went to Walmart to get a few things and since preschool starts in a couple weeks, I let you pick out your backpack. You were so excited about it, so proud of the one you picked, and when we got home, for the rest of the day you were wearing it and asking if you could pack it for school. I had to keep reminding you that we still needed to buy your school supplies and that we have time. You kept asking, "will it be when we wake up?" To which I had to keep telling you it would be a lot of "wake ups", 16 to be exact, until your first day of school. Emma read you your school supply list and when she got to the part about a spare outfit in a ziplock bag, the light went on that you could pack that today and so you raced to your room! We labeled your ziplock bag with your name and carefully placed your folded undies, socks, shirt and pants inside. You then put your backpack on the hook in your room and stared at for awhile, just happy you got to put something inside of it for school. As the day went on, you asked if we could play school. You wanted me to first be your mom and yell, "Sawyer, it's time to get ready for school!" so you could come out of your room with your backpack. We did this and you came out beaming. Oh sweet son of mine, if you only knew how much I enjoy your excitement about this new adventure you're about to go on. You won't always be so excited about school work as the years go by, but it's my earnest hope that your excitement for learning will only continue to grow. It's only natural that you want to get bigger, to do new things, to move forward. But as your mother, I want to thoroughly savor these precious times when you're four. Some day, you'll leave home and marry a wonderful girl, have a career, a life of your own, just as it should be. But right now, your life is with me, pretty much constantly, and I'm loving it! You are a gift, sweet boy, in more ways than you'll ever know! So as you take this baby step in two weeks towards the growing up that every boy must do, know that in your mamas heart, you will always be this boy! I love you!